There are so many things that don’t make sense about me (even to myself) but those things make sense when I’m with you.
I’ve been lucky in the past…I’ve been loved unconditionally but I couldn’t do the same. I now no why.
I like to think you know me well enough to know that I’m not playing games anymore.
Every time I see your face or even hear your voice, I get tingles…I crinkle my nose and I smile. For so long only a little girl made me feel happy…now you do that too.
So, as good as you make me feel, I want to make you feel better.
I won’t make promises and I can’t give you every answer that you need but I do want to hear everything you wanna tell me. I do want you to feel wanted, I want you to get what you have deserved for so long. I want you to be the lucky one now.
You give me feelings that I adore. You can trust I’ve never felt it like I feel it now.
Xoxo, JC
I hope ‘you’ reads this.