I want and more importantly need to be alone quite often. Its when I’m at my happiest. Its me.
With this comes hurt feelings. I don’t care. Its likely that if you don’t spend much time with yourself, I won’t like you much anyway. I mean, get a life. Do you. Get a hobby…whatever the fuck you want. If you aren’t sure where you stand on this, ask your closest friend or family member if you’re needy or annoying. If they pause…you are. Simple.
Anyway back to me…
People physically drain me. It doesn’t make me mad at you, it doesn’t mean I’m depressed. Antisocial…maybe.
I just need to be alone with my thoughts, a book, some music, likely food and wine as well. Now don’t get me wrong…you could get the feeling of loneliness and sadness but guess what THAT’S OK! Embrace those feelings. At least you are feeling, so many people go without feeling. Just don’t get bored, in fact avoid that.
Being alone..recharges me. But although I am weird…its only a little because other things recharge me also…my man for one….