Goodness I’ve missed writing. So guess what I did in the first 20 days of this year? I actually went outside of myself and sought “help” with a professional. 3 sessions down and I fell in love with her; not like Tony Soprano where I want to smash but genuinely love her for getting me…
Category: Self
This Writing Thing.
I get a lot of emails, texts, calls asking if what I write about are my own experiences. Short answer, yes.I don’t have the best memory so there are times when I’m talking to my family or friends, reading a book, or watching a movie that triggers some thing in my memory that relates to…
A Broken Heart
Alone. Humiliated. Shocked. Scared. Disgusted. Betrayed. Uncontrollable. Imagine feeling these emotions and then your body begins giving up on you…. groaning with pain, so nauseaus that you are gagging even actually vomiting, have so many tears you are certain you are going to die of dehydration, legs so weak that you are holding onto the…
Parenting To Me
If I was a frog I’d be alone on my tadpole when it came to parenting. I know that we all parent different, I don’t judge you but shit you sure as hell judge me. Is it because I am not married to her father? Maybe is it because you are just a judgmental prick,…
My Conscious Self
We all have one and we all spend most of the time pushing it to the back of our minds, ignoring it because it’s not what we want to believe. My Conscious Self would do anything to avoid selfish people, people with a temper, judgemental people, people that make me feel worthless…question my being even. …
Resent
Resentment is evil. I’m not sure why but this time it’s bullied me and won. It’s a word that would’ve never been able to be used when describing me until recently and I’m not proud of it. Once the optimistic, glass half full, happy person and now I struggle to think so positive. I’ve always…
Why I don’t follow my boyfriend on social media.
Social media is how we met but I refuse to let it be why we end. Social media has taken over many of our lives, yes I can admit it, even mine. I’ve taken time away from it, I’ve deleted it but I always come back to it. Why? Is it because everyone is doing…
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