I am raw.
I am hilarious.
I am generous.
I am thoughtful.
I am beautiful.
I am sensitive.
I am emotional.
I am curious.
I am loyal.
I am observant.
I am confident.
I am a hardworker.
I am charming.
I am a risk taker.
I am lonely.
I am positive.
I am worthy of a kind word here and there, sincerity, spontaneous hugs & kisses, a smile from across the room, knowing when to be silent and just be there, when I need you. To be loved from your soul not because of comfort or habit.
I smile through most…you won’t know if I’m deep in hell or on top of the clouds doing belly flops.
I think a lot…so much that at times it seems like I’m not paying attention or caring. But the fact is I’m thinking so much I don’t know how to express it.
I trust from the beginning and then it slowly starts diminishing. Yes I know it’s supposed to be the opposite.
I don’t dwell on tomorrow much, mainly living in the current moment. Most hate that. I love it. Go figure.
I ignore my inner voices…a lot. I’m not even sure what else to say about that *sigh*
I change moods and personalities to protect myself from people but then it intrigues people and they then begin to annoy me.
Everything ain’t for everybody, and neither am I but I heavily fuck with myself and blow my own mind consistently.