Many of us have been cheated on and if you haven’t fuck you. No but seriously, fuck you. Just kidding (not really) but it’s a pain that not even the best painkiller could help with. Your mind can think of nothing else and then enters the horrible questions that you really don’t want to know the answer to but you also do need to know especially if you are thinking of giving a second chance.
They are questions that you dare not ask because of your pride or just because it’ll sting that much more.
They are the questions that if you decide to forgive without knowing the answers to them will forever be in your head.
The questions that come to my mind are:
Tighter/bigger than me?
Body more toned?
Do you cum harder?
Shit. Those could be some hard realizations if they are answered truthfully. The answers could break you and keep you from “getting over it”. The catch is they are also the questions that even if he/she answers them honestly; you already convinced your mind what the answer is. So why ask. Furthermore even knowing those answers the one question that will stay in your mind forever…
Why was I not enough?