I’ve done my best. I have no doubt in that. I’m not perfect, but no one is. I was always there even if it was in a different way you wanted or a different way than you are used to…I was there. You asked me to fight like I never had before…I did. Even when…
Author: msjadore
Ramblings from a chick that confuses herself on a daily basis.
Sociopath, Not Vulnerable, a Lil Girl…
These are just a few ways I’ve been described in the past few hours…yes hours. What in the entire fuck and please back the fuck down is my gut reaction. Its funny that men are the ones that describe me this way…all 3 have been cheated on in their own past relationships. Coincidence? I think…
Trust
TRUST is scarce. It’s one of the few things that takes merely seconds to break. So what does trust consist of. I’d say credibility, reliability, respect, loyalty & of course honesty. Let’s have some fun with this. What if I said some spouses are more satisfied with your phone password than an engagement. Sounds harsh…
Expectations…the enemy.
ACT WITH NO EXPECTATION.Sounds so simple and so peaceful. What’s that saying? Expectation is the root of all heartbreak? Ain’t that the truth…it’s a lesson I’ve learned. I like to think I’m over this; I don’t put many expectations on any situation or person. I live for the moment and don’t think about it in…
Are you cared for?
First response…YES. But think of it deeper…are you cared for by someone other than family? We all have friends…these friends could be a part of your life for decades but do they care for you genuinely or has it became a habit/behavior to them. When you tell them a story that means a lot to…
Unfaithful
Not sure what is the first thing that comes to your mind when seeing that title…but mine is YIKES. I don’t even mean it in a relationship only…you can be unfaithful in many aspects of life. For sake of this writing..let’s talk about relationships between two people. Real people stay faithful; they don’t have time…
Letting Go…
I have always been able to let go of toxins easily…and by toxins I mean humans. I think I am good at this because I am able to assess & process. I could probably thank my career for this. Now, don’t get me wrong …I go back & forth, I have head spinning emotions,…
Intuition.
I turn 32 this week. I thought I made grown up decisions before but I made a really grown up decision. Probably the hardest one I had to make because it was made out of intuition…sort of. My definition of intuition: Something that every woman has where you just know. Whether it’s your being cheated…
Me, the introvert.
I want and more importantly need to be alone quite often. Its when I’m at my happiest. Its me. With this comes hurt feelings. I don’t care. Its likely that if you don’t spend much time with yourself, I won’t like you much anyway. I mean, get a life. Do you. Get a hobby…whatever the…
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