But

I want so badly to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad.  I’m lazy, yet I want so much.  I say I don’t care, but truth is I care too much that I’m embarrassed.  I like attention, but reject it when I get it.  I wouldn’t say I’m depressed because I’m…

The Unspoken Rule

Relationships are hard; can’t get any simpler than that statement. And I mean ALL relationships not just spouses but also the relationships between friends, family and co-workers. I’ve always been one to walk away pretty easy from relationships that are one sided or ones that don’t enrich me. What’s the point of doing things for…

Value, it’s important.

A noun: the regard that something is held to deserve; the importance, worth, or usefulness of something. A verb: consider (someone or something) to be important or beneficial; have a high opinion of. Whichever way you define it….it is necessary for our esteem. No not just women, all. Why did this come to my mind?I…

Words

The tongue has no bones, but is strong enough to break a heart. Well shit, ain’t this the truth. Words are so powerful. Simply put, words are game changers because once said they can be forgiven but never forgotten. Words can impact people in many places…the soul, the heart, the mind and not just on…

Delightfully Chaotic

The title says it all… that’s how I would probably describe myself. Take it how you want it. No need to be humble or scared of the word chaotic. I say DELIGHTFULLY because I’m fun to be with. I am always laughing, giving out compliments, breaking out in dance, try to understand instead of judge,…

Beyond…

The past 2 months have been ‘something’. It started with a week away from my home.. a time where I talked to my two older sisters while also myself. Even did some meditating & jogging (ok ok only once). One sister is to the point- go with your heart, while the other is fuck that…

Social networks and our attention spans…

Social networks…shorten our attention spans. Yay or nay? I can see why many would say yes, especially when it comes to me. But at the same time it depends on attention from what? Work, Love, Family? Personally, I am a twitter-addict. I am aware and am not in denial. My job is stressful; I negotiate…

Falling

Falling in LOVE is so dope.  Falling out of it is horrible.  I have fallen and it’s been quick.  I give people the benefit of the doubt…I start off with full trust with my heart on my sleeve.  I hate it about myself. BUT -I do it without even knowing I am doing it.  It’s…

Flaws…fun sometimes

We all have them FLAWS…sometimes we see them as flaws, sometimes we don’t and others do. Either way..we do ALL have them.  Let me tell you some of mine because… well, why not? I like being alone A LOT ..an introvert at its best – I need it to be sane. I need that time to…